“I can do all things through, Him who strenthens me.”
Philippians 4:13
Everyone knows me for being a happy go lucky. Yes they see me as very happy, stronger and witty young lady through my actions. Suddenly deep inside the scars and pain.
Years ago when mother passed away that’s the biggest problem i’ve got i think everything will be okey because i still have a father and siblings but does not enough for me as a grade three (3) pupil who really needs a mother to take care, give support and the way she embrace her unconditional love. Yes i always owe my father for all the things he done, he gave us hope, he encourage me and my siblings to study hard, he took care and love us and he is the one to take charge the responsibility as a mother can gave.
Everytime i always question myself what would be my life for having a “mother” having a mother a gift from god maybe my life become more colorful and full of happiness and having a complete family, having a perfect, beautiful and lovable mother that i need. People often ask me would you remove your problems or the heavy memories if you were given a chance? A lot of people would probably answer a big yes to that although, in my case i always answer no because i don’t know how to overcome that situation maybe someday i can accept what happend. How come there are a puzzeles that i would’ve preffered to not have gone through the trouble of solving but when we find out how to place each piece of the puzzele in their right places. We become wiser and stronger, i wouldn’t have probably become who i am right now if it weren’t for those problems and pain i’ve made. I know that the scars and pain i got from the past years i’ve fought, don’t define me because that scars and pain symbolize how tough we are they remind us that we did something great in our lives these remind us of the knot we’ve managed to unravel.
This year i’ve learned that life isn’t about how complicated it is or how cruel the world can be. It is about how you keep on going. Life is also about having faith, especially in yourself believing that you can walk through a deadful storm. Because god has a purpose.
Real me 